emily malloy

do you ever feel like you are holding disaster off with your pinky finger?

its so close to attcking and all you can do is close your eyes and stick your finger out because every other limb, hand, foot, finger and toe is busy taking care of all the other things swirling around?

all it takes is a snap and everything you want will come crashing down around you. and then you are left missing a finger and a huge mess to clean up.

i do.

and as luck would have it, the reason i only have one finger left is because my good ol' car, the one i knew wouldn't last more than a year anyway, is now on its way out the door. months ahead of schedule.

and all the other pieces of life that i need to just balance out and take care of themselves are now acting like little boy. fussy, drooly and congested. life must be trying to get some teeth out too cause it's being really annoying.

i know things are going to work out. i know they will. and the temple worker last night gave a beautiful prayer that i think was just for me and husband. he addressed almost all of our concerns. heavenly father loves us, he just wants us to be grown ups now and figure it out.

i'm sure it will work. it always has so far. keep your fingers (if have any extra) crossed for us!