so so tired

so i really should be sleeping but i just don't want to... well thats a lie. i do want to but i'm just so tired that it sounds like alot of work to go to bed... weird. anyway, since it is now 1:05 am on friday july 31st, i just wanted everyone to know that there are ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS until mr. man and i get married. yup. its official and if you are looking at this on july 31st, you will notice that cute little time tracker on the right hand side of the screen... it also says that there are only two weeks until my wedding day. i'm excited... i sure do love that guy.

dear time-
please go faster

dear mr. man
i love you. will you marry me?
love, emily

yup

i love him. he is great. and super. and wonderful. and i don't know what i would do with out him. i love his smile and his laugh and the silly little face when he thinks he is funny.

now that i have that out of my system...for now... this has been an entirely uneventful week. i still don't have a job which totally sucks but i'm remaining optimistic. three more jobs were posted on the university website today and i wrote a killer cover letter for it. hopefully they will manage to see my charm and wit shine through. on a positive note, i had an interview at a store in the mall and i'm supposed to be hearing back about that probably tomorrow so keep your fingers crossed. i need all the crossing that i can possibly get.

i have decided that summer here in logan is not nearly as dreadful as i was thinking that it would be. i know. its crazy even to me to say such insane things out loud... well sort of... but there you go. i kind of like the way the wind blows at night every night with out fail. i like the lazy feel of the world. i love going on walks with darrell around second dam. its so pretty up there.

oh boy. i can't wait for august 14th to arrive! it will be wonderful!!!!!!!!!

goodnight!

M