my purse

my purse is medium sized.
it has some compartments, and a main space.
there are some premanant fixtures and some not so permanant: wallet-permanant. dirty diaper- not.
sometimes it is super cluttered.
okay, most the time.
its cute.
its functional.
sometimes its aggravating.

my apartment is medium sized.
it has some rooms, and a main space.
there are some permanant fixtrues and some not so permanant. easy bake-sized oven, permanant, me- not.
sometimes its super cluttered.
these days, most of the time.
its cute,
its functional.
sometimes aggravating.

last night at 2 AM we decided its time to leave our apartment, much like I change purses on a whim.
so today, I cleaned out my purse. Everything, gone.
Put the wallet back in and put it aside.
and today, I cleaned out my house,
and i'm packing up all my worldy belongings, leaving the easy bake-sized oven behind and moving.

I've heard people say the state of your purse is a reflection of the state of your home.
I never knew how true that was.

hip hip!

you know those times when you realize that you are in desperate need of a vacation?

not just a day off but an escape?

oh yeah. i'm there.

hip hip hooray for family vaca!!!!!

we're going to mexico and in roughly two weeks we will be leaving the gloom of logan (AND THE DANG CROWS...they are back!!!!) and heading south toward some warmth. HOORAY!

and the best part is? we get to turn our phones off. FOR NEARLY SEVEN DAYS.

now thats a vacation.

now here's the problem i am facing.

since my skin is nearly translucent and the i am not the best of friends with the sun... should i go tanning just so the first encounter i have with the sun doesn't leave me in crippling pain? thoughts?

Do you remember that time?

Dear Mr Man

Do you remember that time, only a few days ago when we watched the helicopter land? Well I just thought you should know that you made the cutest face while watching it.

Do you remember that time when you said that I am your best friend? Well you are mine and I couldn't ask for a better one.

Do you remember that time when we danced in your room and laughed together? Well I want to always be able to dance and laugh with you forever.

Do you remember that time when you said you love me? Well that day changed my life.

Do you remember that time we sat and talked in my car until 5:00 am just because we could? Well I'm so glad that we are able to talk with each other for hours on end and never get bored.

Do you remember that time you weren't sure you wanted to date me but changed your mind the next day? Well I'm glad you did because even though I didn't tell you and it had only been two weeks, I was already falling in love with you.

Do you remember that time you asked me to marry you? Well I love you more now than I did then and I'm so glad you did ask!

Do you remember that we only have 11 more days? I know you do and I wouldn't wait for any other person.

Love, Shmem

so so tired

so i really should be sleeping but i just don't want to... well thats a lie. i do want to but i'm just so tired that it sounds like alot of work to go to bed... weird. anyway, since it is now 1:05 am on friday july 31st, i just wanted everyone to know that there are ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS until mr. man and i get married. yup. its official and if you are looking at this on july 31st, you will notice that cute little time tracker on the right hand side of the screen... it also says that there are only two weeks until my wedding day. i'm excited... i sure do love that guy.

dear time-
please go faster

dear mr. man
i love you. will you marry me?
love, emily

happy news!

I'm so excited!!! Today mr. man and I had the opportunity to talk to our bishop and stake president and he gave us both one of these:


So that I could go to this beautiful place:


So that we can get married in this awesome building:


I'm so excited! Just think, in only 17 (ish) days I will officially be Emily LaRae Malloy! (try saying that 10 times fast!!!)

I can't wait!

Dear Mr Man
Will you please invent a time machine and make the next few weeks go by really fast? I appreciate it!
Love, me

a list of things i love

• BRIGHT RED nail polish. the shiny kind that lets everyone know you are here!
• the smell of rain on its way
• birds chirping because there isn't anything they would rather be doing
• hugs+ kisses= HAPPY ME
• listening to loud music in my car just because i can
• mr man's insightful (but not always intelligent) comments on females and why we are weird
• the look on his face when i catch him off guard with something he thinks is funny
• my ugly sandals
• fireworks
• going to the swimming pool: and watching the fat women grateful i don't look like them
  
• singing as loud as i can and not worrying about someone hearing
• getting dressed up for no reason
• that little bag of secrets and the anticipation of getting to use it
• cuddling on the couch, blissfully unaware of anything else
• slurpees: they make anything better
• laying in bed because i don't have to feel bad about not doing anything else
• the smell of a bookstore and the anticipation of finding a new friend to read
• him
• him
• him
• 21 more days!!!!