just keepin on...

i think i keep doing the same things.


i keep doing laundry
and cleaning.
and cooking
and dishes
and working out.
and going to work
and hating my job daily.

its getting old.

so i have a job interview on tuesday
i get husband to do laundry
and dishes
i pretend like cleaning is a FUN GAME (it doesn't work most the time)
i work out not because i'm trying to gain a model figure... nay. i do it so i sleep better at night. (it works.) (and the model figure... well just give me till next february and i will KNOCK YOUR SOCKS OFF!!!) (if the creeps at the gym don't flirt with me... that just makes me leave early.)

i just have to remind myself that the good does out-weigh the bad. almost everyday there are more things i can be happy about than grumpy.

i suppose i'm learning.