a little letter

dear adam,

hi brother.
how are ya?
i keep having this thing happen where i really miss you.





i'm sorry.

i'm sorry that we weren't better friends for such a long time.
i know we started getting there but then this thing happened and now you are gone.
i found that picture you took.
the one of me and d in the store.
and i think about that time we got a shake.
and how we applied for jobs together.
and i think about how fun you were.
and how you promised me you would buy me a car when you got rich because you knew that i would never be rich... silly
and how cute you were and how excited you were when you finished building you computer and really wanted to show somebody how awesome it was.

it was awesome.

i'm sorry that i wasn't there for you like i should have been.

i love you and i miss you.

love emily