sick of it...

so tonight i decided to leave darrell's apartment a little earlier than usual so that he could get some sleep since we never get as much sleep as we should. by we i guess i really mean just him since i still don't have a freaking job (!!!!!!!) and he is starting to get very tired from lack of sleep. so anyway, i'm sitting on my bed minding my own business and i get a text from him saying:

him: um we should get married... I've decided i hate laying in bed alone...

yup. that was totally un-provoked. and i thought it was absolutely adorable since its true. and it made me think of all the things that i am excited to change.

1: i am so excited not to live with a bunch of girls. i hate girls. and i have weird roommates right now.
2: i am excited to sleep. i don't go to bed at regular hours mostly becuase saying goodnight totally blows!!!!!!!!!
3: i can not not not wait to sleep on the bed that mr man owns. it is probably one of the most comfortable sleeping devices i have ever seen/felt/lusted after.
4: i am so ready to be done with the singles ward. i hate it. i hate watching the awkward wierd interactions that the poor youth of the church go through. any young adult who is over 20 who doesn't understand that they are expected to look for their eternal spouse is so dumb!!!! we get it. it does not have to be the topic of every. single. lesson. drop it.
5: i am excited to interact with other married people who aren't super weird about hanging out with me because i'm soon to be married.
6: i'm tired of being excluded from the singles group of people becuase i'm not really single, but i'm not married so i don't fit in that category either.
7: and mostly i'm so excited to be married to my very best friend. he is great and i love him!!!!!

34 days!!!!